Dear Endo Lining.....

Sorry for the harsh note from before, but thank you so much for complying. I am happy to say that we will be heading to Atlanta. I am not happy to say that the shot Chris gave me was quite dramatic. That need is as big as my pinkie.....

painfully yours,
Me!

Stupid endo lining

Dear Endo Lining,

WTF?? Seriously time to get thick already. When I go back to the Dr.'s on Thursday you better be at an 8 or your fired!! I know it's a challenge coming up from 3 that quickly but I know you can do it. Now team spirit we can show Dr. R how it's done. We have a transfer lined up for next week I mean seriously it's go time! It's time to shape up or ship out............well don't really ship out.......just shape up.

Sincerely,
Me ; D

Dates are set....seriously I swear..

So hopefully this will be the last time. We are on again for the 13-16 of December. Not exactly the best time but it works. I am hoping that this means Chris can come with me, he's checking with work hope we hear soon. Set up endo lining check well R did. I was in NYC so he set it up. He also said he really likes this new doc already he said his nurse was extremely helpful and very informed. So I guess so far so good. I wish I had just gone with him in the first place, funny looking back I second guessed myself for not going with him and of course I need to just go with my gut.

New Doc..

So I met with my new Dr. on the 5th and he is awesome!! I briefly told him about why we had decided to switch. I explained that we were looking for someone who had a little more experience with surrogacy and that we had a problem with our last person doing the wrong test and he knew right away the mistake that was made and said the same thing RBI did which is that he didn't understand why in the world they would have done that unless she thought I was a infertility patient. I told him that no I definitely reiterated the procedure I was there for. At any rate just glad to have someone that we can trust. So moving on shots started again and a fresh start.

Just like staring over....

oh yeah we are. I'm now on meds to wait for my period. So now that this little fiasco is out of the way it will be smooth sailing I'm positive. So meeting with a new Ob on Nov. 5th hopeful that I will like him.

I am really pissed

I went to my Dr here in Cbus today for an endo lining check. Well I'm no Dr but when I booked it I was under the impression it was a no pain simple procedure. Well I show up for the appt. and the nurse finally came to get me 20 minutes after my appt. then takes me back and another 20 minutes goes by and she tells me Oh the Dr wants you to take a pregnancy test???? I told her it's not even possible that I'm pregnant unless of course it's immaculate conception, but she was insistent. Fine but I tell her I have to get to work we are running late. Finally the Dr comes in and sits down she says so we're doing an Endo lining check today correct I said yes and lining check. We are planning to implant next week.... Well she does the procedure which is so painful that I almost punch the wall, and I think to myself I have done this before when I was in Atlanta and it was not this bad!! I think maybe she was pissed because I was in a hurry. So I leave and Russ texts me and asks how it went I told him I don't know she said the lab would have to check and let them know, he says I thought we should find out today. I texted back I thought so too I wonder if she did the right thing,? Well long story short she did do the wrong test and it has screwed up everything!!! I have to now push everythng back because she did a biopsy instead of a check I HATE HER!!!!! I am looking for new doc asap. This is no the first time they have screwed up they are not cooperative with RBA and don't forward anything to them, I am so ticked off I can't even stand it!!

Dates are set..... for real this time

So we had to move some plans around a little but as of now it's official I will be heading to Atlanta on Oct. 14th for implant dates October 15 or 17th.

In other news i just got the boatload of other meds and my new needles for Progesterone.......awwwwe Holy crap BIG NEEDLES. I thought I was worried about Lupron shots hunh? well these needles are insane. Needless to say not a big fan of needles. Trying not to think about it though still have some time before I start them. Started taking Estrace 1tab for now. So far no real side effects from the meds, getting hot flashes occasionally but thats all.

So theres other news too. R texted me that he has been dating a guy from his church and I get to meet him when i come down. I am really excited about meeting him. It's funny I told R that I had a feeling this would happen it always does when you are focused on other things. When you least expect it and aren't looking for it is when the right one comes along. You are the most yourself then too which means that the person you meet will see the real you. At any rate excited to meet him when I go down.